Ordinary

“Ordinary”

City lights shine down upon the place that I call home
Surrounded by a million but I feel like I’m alone
And I might be a nobody to you
But if I’m playing, would you listen?

If you would get to know me
Maybe you would love me
I’m so ordinary

Dragging ’round an old guitar that I can’t even play
I fade into your background like a piece of yesterday
I might be a nobody to you
But somewhere they’re gonna listen

If you would get to know me
Maybe you would love me
I’m so ordinary
And if you would let me know you
Maybe I would show you
Wouldn’t we be something?

Sad the way we always seem to pass by one another
Hiding, so afraid of the things we might discover
Caught up in a moment that only you can live in
You never know who’s giving the air that you might breathe in

City lights shine down upon the place that I call home
Surrounded by a million but I feel like I’m alone
And I might be a nobody to you
But somewhere, they’re gonna listen

Maifa Wars

Addict na ko.

teng iney mow

Matagal tagal na rin pala akong hindi nakakapag post ng blogs. Sa bagay, iba na ang busy na tao ngaun. Isang linggo na rin ako pumapasok sa iskuwelahan at madami daming gawaen na hindi naman ginagawa. Hindi ko malaman kung bakit ko nasabing busy ako. Hindi kaya gsto ko lang sabihen na busy ako para lang masabing normal ako gaya ng ibang tao na sinasabe na busy sila. May nakapag sabi saken na wirdo akong tao. Actually, matagal ko ng alam un at wala akong pake. At saka, ACTUALLY hindi lang ako nag iisa. Para sa aken, ang pagiging weird e ibig sabihen sobrang talino o kaya maalam. Sana nga ganun ako. Ewan ko ba, weird ako pero hindi ako ganun katalino. Aba e, tang ina. Kung tatanungen e patalinuhan, mag murahan nalang tayo. Wala akong oras makipag competition. At saka, one more thing. Maganda man ako pero weird e anu naman?

At least, mahal ako ng magulang ko, mahal ako ng mga kaibgan ko. At mahal ako ng BOYFRIEND ko. Kung meron man. Ano? Kasa pa? Sa mundong to, maganda ka nga may laman ba utak mo? Kuntento na ko. Kahit tawagen ninyo pa akong “Fatima the Weird” the fuck i care. Haha, anyways. And blog na to ay walang kwenta. Ay teka, wait a minute. Naisip ko lang, lahat pala ng blog ko.. Walang saysay.

Oo nga pala. Change topic.

First year college palang ako. At bonga ang aking iskuwelahan. Ang mga kaklase ko ay sobrang tatalino at halos lahat, may lahi. Lahat sa classroom e kakilala ko na pero 4 lang ang kaclose ko tatlong babae at isang lalake. Ang isa e half french half noypi at ung isa naman e half noypi half Egyptian. Lahat sila e magaganda, at ung isa ko naman na kaibigan noypi. Dalawa lang kaming lokal sa circle of friends namen. Astig di ba, feeling ko may lahi na din ako e un pala, mongrel lang din. Masaya naman ang college, pero hindi ko maiwasan malungkot dahil hindi ko na masyado makakasama ang mga kaibgan ko nung highschool na kasabayan kong lumaki at kasama ko halos buong buhay. Nakaka lungkot isipen, pero ganun ang buhay. KEEP MOVING FORWARD ika nga ng kakilala kong photographer na matalik ko rin na kaibigan.

Sa mga taong nagpapalungkot saken, maraming salamat. Maraming maraming salamat. Binibigyang galak ang aking pang araw araw na buhay, sa iniyo ko nalalabas ang sama ng loob ko sa problema ko sa buhay.

GLORY-i miss you so much.

–katapusan mo na angelica

Protected: i always said that i dont need you..

im back!

Ah, summer is already over. The sun on my face, the wind in my hair, and the nearing of the endless school days. I realize that I have been a bit, shall we say, totally not posting as of late. After a super long lapse of continuity, I am sorry for this - family problems were a bit of a killer. But, that’s behind us.

Believe it or not,  summer is my favorite season of the year. Because i get to spend my time burying my nose on my favorite books. I get to lay idle most of the time. I can go to my relative’s houses. Drink, and get drunk. Smoke and feel high. JOKE! Hmm.

What are the can’t-miss summer events? I know about the concerts in MOA. I was actually dying to get my ass in there. Just to have a simple glimpse of you-know-who.

What are your favorite events over the summer? Hmm. I love the outing in batangas. I love to stay there for the whole summer. Come to think of it, who wouldnt love to stay there?! But, i couldnt possibly stay there for the fact that i dont have anyone to accomodate with me at the lodge and everything. I can invite some few friends but my parents wont let that happen. I need someone in our family to go with me. Well anyways, i know that will never happen, summer is over. Welcome rainy days! I feel sad because i dont get to spend summer the way i wanted it to happen. Oh well, mind you in military, nothing goes according to plan.

What did i do most of the time this summer? Oh, i get to sit my ass out until blood runs out! Ha ha! That’s gross. Well, i was currently watching this movie about the operation valkyie. My gosh, it really rocked my world! Heil Hitler!

What facts did i learn in the movie Walküre? Well, the movie was really dry for others. But for me, i felt a deep kind of awe for the history of Germany. To add up the spice, the führer was born on the twentieth day of April, 1889. Cool! The very same day of me & my partners anniversary. Cool isnt it? The day that i started to love my guy, was the day an evil mass murderer was born! Astiiig!

Well, this was only an introduction. Consider this blog as an reopen message for business. Worry not my dear, I’m gonna keep it coming! ^__^

Rock on. \m/